Tuesday, June 27, 2006

offending

I don't like to offend people. In that I mean, I don't like to stir up controversy or possibly hurt people by what I say. I'd prefer to just have my thoughts and only share them with people who agree with me. It's much simpler that way... however, that's not good. I am beginning to realize that while I am an opinionated person I usually don't want to offend people. I think I have lost out a lot by this. I have realized that I need to put my opinions, my viewpoints out there in the open and be willing to let people criticize them.

It's easy to begin thinking about an issue, whether its war or poverty or immigration, a specific way to a point where we get entirely wrapped up in it. We then begin to think that there is only one "right" way to look at that issue and before long we see ourselves as completely right and everyone else as completely wrong. However, if I am willing to allow people to see my thoughts on an issue, then they are also able to include their view point and I am able to then gather information from all sides (not just both sides, there are very rarely only two sides to an argument).

With that said, I am going to try to start blogging more about what I am learning, processing, seeking, discovering about this very messed up world. I don't mean to offend people with my comments, but I do think it's important for people to think about other sides of an issue. I don't want to just get defensive (which is easy to do), I want to hear people, listen to their values and their reasoning and take it into account. I guess this doesn't just apply in blogging.... but in all of life.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

dude

this is life.
not tomorrow.
not yesterday.

this moment. this breath. what am i going to chose to do with it? live in my own ideas, serve my own will... or can I possibly reach further than to see what I have not seen before and love others?

funny only cause i'm in texas....

this amused me today.  It's regarding what them country folk like to tell us West and East coasters about coming into their towns.

1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.

2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a
pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going
to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.

3. They are cattle & feed lots. That's what they smell like to you.
They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-70 goes east
and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one.

4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $200,000
combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year.

5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly.
Try to understand the concept.

6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of pheasants are coming in,
we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up
to your ear at the time.

7. Yeah, we eat catfish and mountain oysters. You really want sushi &
caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.

8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of pheasant season. It's a
religious holiday held the closest Saturday to the first of November.

9. We open doors for women. That is applied to all women, regardless of
age.

10. No, there's no "vegetarian special" on the menu. Order steak. Or
you can order the Chef's Salad and pick off the 2 pounds of ham & turkey.

11. When we fill out a table, there are three main dishes: meats,
vegetables, and breads. We use three spices: salt, pepper, and ketchup.

12. You bring "coke" into my house, it better be brown, wet, and served
over ice. You bring "Mary Jane" into my house, she better be cute, know
how to shoot, drive a truck, and have long hair.

13. High School Football is as important here as the Lakers and the
Knicks, and a dang site more fun to watch.

14. Yeah, we have golf courses. But don't hit the water hazards - it
spooks the fish.

15. Colleges? Try K-State or KU or abunch a' others. They come outa
there with an education plus a love for God and country, and they still
wave at passing pickups when they come home for the holidays.

16. Anhydrous Ammonia is used as a fertilizer! Let us catch you trying
to "cook" something with it and we will "cook" your you-know-what!

[forwarded by Clem Frederiksen]

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Thoughts.

I’ve been reading A Severe Mercy by Sheldon Vanauken. It is a story of two people discovering their life together and sharing in the depths of humanness. As a love story, they describe their ideals of their life and how they decided to live it out together. After boating around islands for few years and completing Master’s studies at Yale, they head to Oxford in England to further their education. It is at Oxford that they meet for the first time Christians who they consider as acceptable people, intelligent and reasonable, but also caring and driven in life. As agnostics, they decide they had not yet given Christianity an actual fair chance but had simply dismissed it altogether. Here are few quotes from the book as they take a real look at Christianity for the first time to see what it is actually about:

“If we had been asked at that time what we meant when we spoke of someone as a Christian, we should have said that we meant someone who called himself a Christian. If pressed, we should have added that he was someone who believed that Jesus was God or one with God, or, at least, said he believed that. But there are people who are so nice in their understanding of the word ‘Christian’ that they don’t use it at all. Who are we, they say, to pretend to know who is truly a Christian in God’s eyes? This is, indeed, very true, very nice. But a word that cannot be used is not very useful. And we need – we must have – a word for believes; and we must, therefore, hold to the age old, New-Testament use to designate a believer: someone who says he is a believer. Someone we believe when he says it. No doubt there are those well loved of God who are not Christians; no doubt there are false Christians in the churches; God can sort them out as He chooses. In the meantime, we must stick to the plain, definite, original meaning of the word: one who accepts the teachings of the Apostles, one who believes…We, then, were not Christians. Our friends were. But we liked them anyhow.”


“The best argument for Christianity is Christians: their joy, their certainty, their completeness. But the strongest argument against Christianity is also Christians – when they are somber and joyless, when they are self-righteous and smug in complacent consecration, when they are narrow and repressive, then Christianity dies a thousand deaths. But, though it is just to condemn some Christians for these things, perhaps, after all, it is not just, though very easy, to condemn Christianity itself for them. Indeed, there are impressive indications that the positive quality of joy is in Christianity – and possibly nowhere else. If that were certain, it would be proof of a very high order.”

Mikaela Danielle


How do I keep a life of learning? While in school, learning is natural and forced. However, that part of my life is now over. One of my biggest fears is to become stagnant with who I am, what I know, what I believe. The world is far too big and mysterious to become content with knowing what I already know, I should I always be seeking new ideas, new ways of living and expanding what I already know… for I know so little.

These are the reasons I want to continue reading everything from novels to theology works to political advocacy. Learning is not only from reading, it is also gained through experience of life, whether traveling to new lands and cultures or attending a form of the arts that you’ve never been to before. As Dr. Thoennes once told us: “Always cultivate a heart of wonder.” Thus I will always find the world a magical and mysterious place, much like a child does.

As I’ve spent the last two and half weeks with my nieces and nephew, I have seen the beauty of their excitement for life. They will explore their own backyard everyday and find new things they’ve never seen before. Simplicity. Joy. Contentment. So many questions about life all the time. They want to know how everything works, why it works, what makes it work.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

As I have read Brian McLaren’s A New Kind of Christian, he has brought about a lot of formation to feelings and thoughts I have had before regarding Christianity. The book discusses how what we know as Christianity is from a modern context and just as our society has changed into postmodern so must the Church. While I don’t agree with everything he claims, I agree with the fact that our view of Christianity is from an American, Western culture context that might be very different than what Christ originally intended for his followers.

Here are some different quotes that intrigued me:

“The last thing we need to do is insert yet another division into the church… I don’t want to divide ‘New Christians’ from ‘Traditional Christians’ or ‘Postmodern Christians from ‘Modern Christians.’ I don’t have time for that kind of foolishness, so I think we have to be very careful about the language we use. Please help me try to avoid any ‘us-and-them’ kind of thinking… We’re talking about a new kind of Christian, not the new kind or a better kind or the superior kind, just a new kind.”

We are far to quickly as Christians to judge and group people into insiders verses outsiders. Christ never did that. While labels can be used as useful descriptions of other people, we much more frequently turn them into words that contain preconceived judgments about them and an attitude that says: “we are better.” As I look through scripture, I see that the only people Jesus seems to separate out as a typically “worse” kind of sinner are those who think they are righteous, the religious.

“What if the real issue is not the authority of the text but rather the authority of God, moving mysteriously up here on a higher level, a foot above the ground? What if the issue isn’t a book that we can misinterpret with amazing creativity but rather the will of God, the intent of God, the desire of God, the wisdom of God – maybe we could say the kingdom of God?”

While I found that McLaren didn’t fully explain his ideas about biblical interpretation, I appreciated some of the thoughts. I have found that Scripture can be used to pretty much say anything a person wants it to say, whether for the good or bad. How do we then base our lives off something that can be used to do that? How do we know we are interpreting the scripture correctly and not using it for our own manipulation? At the heart of reading and understanding Scripture, our desire should be to find Truth, discover God, and try to understand our own prejudices, preconceptions, and culture barriers we have coming to the text.

“What if faith were more like the earth than a building? What if faith could never be stable in the way God intends it to be if it didn’t have forward momentum and if that momentum weren’t in a field of the gravity of God himself? The earth seems to get its stability from a combination of things – it’s own momentum, the gravity of the sun, maybe even the moon and other planets play some role. And if you don’t like that metaphor think of a bird in flight or a bicycle or a ship on the sea. In each case, there’s movement in relation to some larger forces and realities. Stability comes through an intervplay of those factors. Stability is not always as simple as a static building sitting on a solid foundation. John Wesley understood this very well: he talked about the church deriving its stability from a dynamic interplay of four forces – Scripture, tradition, reason and spiritual experience… maybe both liberals and conservatives are working from a static model of authority and both need to be called to a higher point of view to see that our situation is much more dynamic, much more predicamental.”

Evangelism:

“Demonstration must accompany proclamation… instead of saying, “hey, they’re wrong and we’re right, so follow us,’ I think we need to say, ‘here’s what I’ve found. Here’s what I’ve experienced. Here’s what makes sense to me.’ Instead of conquest, instead of a coercive rational argument or an emotionally intimidating sales pitch or an imposing crusade or an aggressive debating contest where we hope to ‘win’ them to Christ, I think of it like a dance. You know, in a dance, nobody wins and nobody loses. Both parties listen to the music and try to move with it. In this case, I hear the music of the gospel and my friend doesn’t, so I try to help him hear it and move with it. And like a dance, I have to ask if the other person wants to participate.”

“Why do you think church people get so tense, so inflexible? “They come to religion for some certainity, some clarity, some simplicity. They react when the thing they’re counting on for stability starts shaking them instead of consoling them, calming them. I think a lot of them are afraid and actually, to be fair, they have some legitimate concerns. They’re afraid of heresy and sin creeping into the camp. They want to keep everything safe, sanitized.”

How do we remain open and accepting of people without compromising and condoning sin?

“Isn’t it possible that God could have a special mission for the Amish and an equally special mission for people like you and me who live very differently? Does one have to be wrong and the other right? I mean, it’s right there in the Bible- the sons of Rechab in the Old Testament and John the Baptist in the New served God by being total abstainers from alcohol, and Jesus served god by turning water into wine. Talk about complexity… Another problem with the modern view of sin: it wants to make everything simple, universal, uniform, black and white. Life isn’t that simple. Sin isn’t that simple… One of the most dangerous things in the world is to redefine sin to suit our own tastes.”

He describes his understanding of sin using the story of the Good Samaritan. Everyone realizes that the robber is bad and the Samaritan is good, but people fail to also notice the Priest and Levite that also walk through the story. Is their sin of ignorance not as great as the sin of the robber? Our sins are all connected and we live in a community, which means we are not individuals merely sinning by ourselves, but what we do affects others. Thus, we should have a higher understanding of sin that is not just point out what is bad but is actually finding the good and striving for that. It’s more than just being a neighbor that doesn’t steal from the person next to you, it’s about being a good neighbor that helps and is concerned for the person next to you…. Anything beneath that is a sin.

I'll probably have more thoughts along the way, but this is kind of my first reaction to the book. He presents his arguments in a dialogue/story setting instead of theological debate, which makes the book easy to read and understand. While I don't agree with everything he says, I did find that many of his thoughts resonated with my own experiences and developments throughout my life.

Six months?

Graduation has come and gone. Life now consists of watching my nephew and nieces in Texas, cleaning birdcages, freelancing for a public relations agency, and reading through my booklist.

Though college is over, I never want to stop learning, growing, changing. It is easy to become set in our ways and to stay comfortable with what we know, believe and the way we live; however, I believe that we are called to continue pushing forward through life to discover things anew in every area of life. What am I doing after college? Well, the same thing I've been doing throughout college, searching for truth and learning more about myself, God, and the world around me.

I am going to restart blogging, whatever that means. So here goings something or maybe nothing or maybe just the beginning....